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  Meine Kochlöffel – My Wooden Spoons What would I do without my collection of old wooden spoons? “Cooking spoons,” as we say in German – Kochlöffel . These old spoons are smooth, some perhaps cracked. Smoothed by time, touch, and countless stirring. The older the better. They were used by my mother, grandma. Or were made by old Pepe, the wood worker, friend of my parents. Touching them, soothes, comforts, reassures me. There is hardly anything more sensual and elating. Feeling the limpid loyalty of a daily tool, willingness to serve and endure. Wood easily and gladly takes on the temperament of its user or owner. I am fiercely attached to my wooden utensils from Germany, Brazil, Italy, and Asia, l ovingly made of wood originating from trees.  When preparing my to-go-bag, I add my favorite wooden spoon and bowl. Basic necessities. Gathering survival tools, war and post-war times alight in my being. A comb, a small piece of soap, a bowl and spoon, a pocket knife, passport, mone...
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  The Shards of my Papa’s Story The elements of my Papa’s initiatory story as a teenager can easily be detected in our fast-changing world in America. These days, I hear myself spontaneously sharing with friends and strangers an abbreviated version. In the past I did this very rarely. Even in our family, Papa’s story had been a taboo. My father evoked the traumatic events only two or three times. Listening, it would pain me to witness the toll the remembering took on him.   So why share now?  First, to honor my father as a man of peace, justice, and integrity. Second, to make clear to others, that I know in my own blood and nerve strings what these coming scary times might bring us. Seeing things early, before they are obvious, visible, palpable. Third, as a warning to those around me to take things seriously. As shocking as it might be. Good luck might keep many of us unchallenged, unscathed. We might stay under the radar, quiet. Perhaps serendipity will save our life. O...